Meshing lives

I love my children so much!

I really loved when they moved away, even though I thought it was the end of the world at that moment.

Now my daughter and her family are back. Oh yes, they are living with me, and my student Gui. So we are having to mesh lives and personalities. Who left this out? Who left on the light? Why is the TV on when noone is in the room?

But the BEST thing is I have Storie here all the time! Which is good and bad. She loves her "nunny", there is no denying that. I totally love her, she is so cute and sweet, and lovable, except when she refuses to kiss me. Then she will have a mood and want to kiss, kiss, kiss, until I want to yell STOP.

She wants to play with me ALL the time, she follows me around constantly, I say this with a smile on my face because I know it will not last long. I am going to enjoy it as long as I possibly can. I mean look at her! She is not even a baby anymore, she looks like a little girl.

Where did the time go? It has gone so fast, before I blink she will be 20....

Annoyed

Do you want to know what really annoy's me?
People who you have known for YEARS see you and look right through you. That is so RUDE! Why do people do that?

Headache

Today I went to pick up my RX of Allegra and they wanted $61.00 for the generic. I said ok, maybe I do not want this then. So off I go to fight it on my own. Well, now I have this massive allergy headache... I am still giving myself allergy shots every Thursday, two to be precise. They are painful! The good thing is the last time I went in they gave me Lidocane which really cuts down on the pain I experience. Just imagine how bad I would feel if I were not taking these allergy shots.

Another thing, I hate dogs!

I really really do, all they do is piss and bark. Someone (a dog) has pissed in my living room somewhere and I cannot find it, I can smell it. I did find they have been peeing on the curtains in the dining room so I took them down to wash them and washed the wall and the floor. Sigh! I hate dogs!! I want them all gone except for butter, she is my baby. For your viewing pleasure I have attached a photo of my sweet baby. I am sure she is NOT the culprit.

Big mouth!

Have you ever done or said something that you wish you could do over?

This is pretty much how I feel from one day to the next.

I really detest myself sometimes.

As I have gotten older I have learned to keep my mouth shut, yet I still seem to say things that are not appropiate for the moment. Then they are said and I cannot take them back. There are no do overs. The words are just there, like a big purple elephant in the corner of the room, no matter where you look the purple elephant is still there.

Please God, help me to keep my mouth SHUT, seal my lips, let me say only what is right and pure.

Amen!